<?xml version='1.0' encoding='UTF-8'?><?xml-stylesheet href="http://www.blogger.com/styles/atom.css" type="text/css"?><feed xmlns='http://www.w3.org/2005/Atom' xmlns:openSearch='http://a9.com/-/spec/opensearchrss/1.0/' xmlns:georss='http://www.georss.org/georss' xmlns:gd='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005' xmlns:thr='http://purl.org/syndication/thread/1.0'><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2074109782686392173</id><updated>2011-11-14T17:13:54.124-08:00</updated><category term='fustrations'/><category term='music'/><category term='sad'/><category term='myself'/><category term='feelings'/><category term='random'/><title type='text'>the me.</title><subtitle type='html'></subtitle><link rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#feed' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://ivy-bixin.blogspot.com/feeds/posts/default'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/2074109782686392173/posts/default?max-results=100'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://ivy-bixin.blogspot.com/'/><link rel='hub' href='http://pubsubhubbub.appspot.com/'/><author><name>dorager</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/07933234702853515362</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><generator version='7.00' uri='http://www.blogger.com'>Blogger</generator><openSearch:totalResults>12</openSearch:totalResults><openSearch:startIndex>1</openSearch:startIndex><openSearch:itemsPerPage>100</openSearch:itemsPerPage><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2074109782686392173.post-2537261014952019513</id><published>2011-04-17T08:55:00.001-07:00</published><updated>2011-04-17T09:51:41.674-07:00</updated><title type='text'>fun. enjoyment. decision.</title><content type='html'>&lt;div&gt;woots.&lt;div&gt;went Universal Studio Singapore with SJAB peeps.&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;freak awesome.&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;i finally had a chance to experience what it means by "theme park". :D&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;i even saw people acting as movie characters and walked around in the theme park.&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;and the buildings, decorations are awesome! especially the far far away land castle. woots!&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;i&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span" &gt;too bad, i didnt get to see prince. but i saw puss in boots. LOLS!&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/i&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;really feel like i'm in drama series or in fairy tales.&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;afterall in the past, i only had chance to see theme park only through dramas. &lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;i really feel it's not Singapore at all!&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;i went for a few rides.&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;GOSH!&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;b&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span" &gt;IT'S FREAK AWESOME!&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;although it is pretty scary.&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;but the about 1 minute ride is enough to make you scream to the maximum, and forget all troubles instantly! &lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;although in in &lt;i&gt;love&lt;/i&gt; with roller coaster rides, but these definitely scare the hell out of me. &lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;HAHAS!&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;definitely in love with the haunted rides. :D&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;4D shrek is &lt;b&gt;AWESOME&lt;/b&gt; TOO!&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;first time ever encountered awesome 3D effects (a&lt;i&gt;fter went for this, definitely no reason why i should watch 3D movie. nothing beat this!&lt;/i&gt;), &lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;and when the character sneezed in the movie, we even can feel the "splashed" from it.&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;we even had "horse ridings", cold wind blows and even the heart beat feelings from the shows!&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;this 4D experience is NEVER TO BE MISSED!:D&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;and the day is definitely wrapped up with awesome fireworks.&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;i definitely feel,&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;this is the best fireworks i've ever seen.&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;with many many different kind of colours and surprises acts. &lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;fireworks never fail to wow me!:D&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;worth going.&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;probably the greatest regret for me is didn't able to have a camera beside me and snap the awesome sceneries.&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;will want to go again with camera.:D&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;finally, get to stay at home on a Sunday and i manage to finish a Korean drama series!&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;i totally in love with Korean dramas. &lt;i&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span" &gt;muacks.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/i&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;just finished this, with my favourite characters.&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;go watch! it's nice!&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;it's my first time watching a drama which i feel it's hard to choose the male leads that suits the female lead. the two male leads are equally awesome.:D&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;title: Mary stayed out all night&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;img src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_9LPZvHIroNE/TOtO3Z3pLHI/AAAAAAAAABA/-LD9bA_ghqY/s1600/V.A-Trax-Jang-Geun-Suk-Mary-Stayed-Out-All-Night-OST-Cover-MP3-300x300.jpg" /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;after all the enjoyment,&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;definitely it's time to make decision for my life.&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;making sure this time round will be a right one.:D&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;love you all.:)&lt;/div&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt; &lt;/div&gt;&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/2074109782686392173-2537261014952019513?l=ivy-bixin.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://ivy-bixin.blogspot.com/feeds/2537261014952019513/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://ivy-bixin.blogspot.com/2011/04/fun-enjoyment-decision.html#comment-form' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/2074109782686392173/posts/default/2537261014952019513'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/2074109782686392173/posts/default/2537261014952019513'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://ivy-bixin.blogspot.com/2011/04/fun-enjoyment-decision.html' title='fun. enjoyment. decision.'/><author><name>dorager</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/07933234702853515362</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><media:thumbnail xmlns:media='http://search.yahoo.com/mrss/' 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class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/2074109782686392173-8565675580441653335?l=ivy-bixin.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://ivy-bixin.blogspot.com/feeds/8565675580441653335/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://ivy-bixin.blogspot.com/2011/04/woots-i-saw-handsome-guy-while-working.html#comment-form' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/2074109782686392173/posts/default/8565675580441653335'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/2074109782686392173/posts/default/8565675580441653335'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://ivy-bixin.blogspot.com/2011/04/woots-i-saw-handsome-guy-while-working.html' title='handsome!:D'/><author><name>dorager</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/07933234702853515362</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2074109782686392173.post-2759729795089061016</id><published>2011-04-06T10:22:00.000-07:00</published><updated>2011-04-06T10:40:59.067-07:00</updated><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='feelings'/><title type='text'>Probably</title><content type='html'>probably i have lost my focus.&lt;div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;probably i'm so lazy to perusing my dreams.&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;probably i didn't really take it serious.&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;probably i'm just impulsed.&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;probably i'm a person with words but no actions.&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;probably i don't know what is happening.&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;probably i have super low confidence.&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;probably i didn't concentrate at all.&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;just probably,&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;i don't know what i want in this life.&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;sharks.&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;this is probably,&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;the hardest question.&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;i need that freak answer.&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;if not i don't have a reason for me to be a human at all.&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/2074109782686392173-2759729795089061016?l=ivy-bixin.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://ivy-bixin.blogspot.com/feeds/2759729795089061016/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://ivy-bixin.blogspot.com/2011/04/probably.html#comment-form' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/2074109782686392173/posts/default/2759729795089061016'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/2074109782686392173/posts/default/2759729795089061016'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://ivy-bixin.blogspot.com/2011/04/probably.html' title='Probably'/><author><name>dorager</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/07933234702853515362</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2074109782686392173.post-7342643880052087897</id><published>2011-03-19T10:38:00.000-07:00</published><updated>2011-03-19T10:40:53.289-07:00</updated><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='feelings'/><title type='text'>i miss him.</title><content type='html'>oh yes.&lt;div&gt;watched red riding hood.&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;it wasn't that good as i expected.&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;oh wells.&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;was talking about me liking only a clever person.&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;which made me missing him badly.&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;yeah. really miss him a great big time.&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;i wasn't sure what will i become if i going to see him the 2nd time.&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;i seriously need to learn how to control the results rather than controlled by the results.&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;argh!&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/2074109782686392173-7342643880052087897?l=ivy-bixin.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://ivy-bixin.blogspot.com/feeds/7342643880052087897/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://ivy-bixin.blogspot.com/2011/03/i-miss-him.html#comment-form' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/2074109782686392173/posts/default/7342643880052087897'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/2074109782686392173/posts/default/7342643880052087897'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://ivy-bixin.blogspot.com/2011/03/i-miss-him.html' title='i miss him.'/><author><name>dorager</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/07933234702853515362</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2074109782686392173.post-3009077361000187306</id><published>2011-03-14T11:03:00.001-07:00</published><updated>2011-03-14T11:06:29.822-07:00</updated><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='feelings'/><title type='text'>Leaving.</title><content type='html'>probably,&lt;div&gt;i'm becoming stronger.&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;people leaving once again.&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;but i'm gladly accepting the fact.&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;totally understand him for tearing for someone so dear to him is leaving.&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;after all,&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;i'm once had the similar experience.&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;but do strongly feel that my experience is worse; my leader just walked away without pre-empting me.&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;nothing stays the same forever.&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/2074109782686392173-3009077361000187306?l=ivy-bixin.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://ivy-bixin.blogspot.com/feeds/3009077361000187306/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://ivy-bixin.blogspot.com/2011/03/leaving.html#comment-form' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/2074109782686392173/posts/default/3009077361000187306'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/2074109782686392173/posts/default/3009077361000187306'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://ivy-bixin.blogspot.com/2011/03/leaving.html' title='Leaving.'/><author><name>dorager</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/07933234702853515362</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2074109782686392173.post-8015381110465677241</id><published>2011-03-13T09:10:00.000-07:00</published><updated>2011-03-13T09:42:28.129-07:00</updated><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='feelings'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='music'/><title type='text'>voice.</title><content type='html'>&lt;div&gt;instantly,&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;i recognized the voice from afar.&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;heart beat twice faster,&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;and actions getting weirder.&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;greatly impacted.&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;i miss the voice.&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;eyes matched.&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;memories flashed.&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;woots, i'm killed instantly.&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;to think my years of covering is instantly discovered.&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span" &gt;&lt;strike&gt;hey, i miss you lots. &lt;/strike&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;concert is awesome.&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;instantly inspired.&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;so want to continue and write a new song.&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;hahahahas!:D&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/2074109782686392173-8015381110465677241?l=ivy-bixin.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://ivy-bixin.blogspot.com/feeds/8015381110465677241/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://ivy-bixin.blogspot.com/2011/03/voice.html#comment-form' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/2074109782686392173/posts/default/8015381110465677241'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/2074109782686392173/posts/default/8015381110465677241'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://ivy-bixin.blogspot.com/2011/03/voice.html' title='voice.'/><author><name>dorager</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/07933234702853515362</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2074109782686392173.post-7814447711528671523</id><published>2011-03-11T08:15:00.000-08:00</published><updated>2011-03-11T08:16:41.729-08:00</updated><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='music'/><title type='text'></title><content type='html'>oh yes!&lt;div&gt;Song composing Club annual concert is tomorrow!&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;i can't wait to attend!:D&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;this will be the official time,&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;i had a seat at the audience side. =D&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;time passed.&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;memories filled.&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;i just love music. :D&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/2074109782686392173-7814447711528671523?l=ivy-bixin.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://ivy-bixin.blogspot.com/feeds/7814447711528671523/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://ivy-bixin.blogspot.com/2011/03/oh-yes-song-composing-club-annual.html#comment-form' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/2074109782686392173/posts/default/7814447711528671523'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/2074109782686392173/posts/default/7814447711528671523'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://ivy-bixin.blogspot.com/2011/03/oh-yes-song-composing-club-annual.html' title=''/><author><name>dorager</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/07933234702853515362</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2074109782686392173.post-8363642658460234431</id><published>2011-02-25T09:02:00.001-08:00</published><updated>2011-02-25T09:05:34.560-08:00</updated><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='sad'/><title type='text'></title><content type='html'>shocked. shagged. nagged.&lt;div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;instantly,&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;past results and efforts had been doubted by myself just by the words of a stranger.&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;woots.&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;why can't i just maintain my attitude, and accept the fact that i wasn't really doing a good job.&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;sometimes,&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;it's really really hard to have positive attitude for 24/7.&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;freakidiotlameshit.&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/2074109782686392173-8363642658460234431?l=ivy-bixin.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://ivy-bixin.blogspot.com/feeds/8363642658460234431/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://ivy-bixin.blogspot.com/2011/02/shocked.html#comment-form' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/2074109782686392173/posts/default/8363642658460234431'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/2074109782686392173/posts/default/8363642658460234431'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://ivy-bixin.blogspot.com/2011/02/shocked.html' title=''/><author><name>dorager</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/07933234702853515362</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2074109782686392173.post-3015718022621100950</id><published>2011-02-10T09:37:00.000-08:00</published><updated>2011-02-10T10:12:33.752-08:00</updated><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='random'/><title type='text'>"you can do it" shits.</title><content type='html'>"you can do it one!"&lt;div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;probably is the yuckiest encouragement that i ever heard.&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;and probably the last one that i ever want to hear.&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;hearing for the First time, i think, &lt;i&gt;wow. that person believe in me.&lt;/i&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;for another few more times, erm, &lt;i&gt;okay, yes yes. it's okay one. i have to believe that i can do it.&lt;/i&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;for another next few more times, &lt;i&gt;k lar. stop it man.&lt;/i&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;i&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/i&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;it's not i don't believe i can do it.&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;it's just that,&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;i need to know it how.&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;so,&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;give constructive encouragements man.&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;"you can do it" encouragement is seriously, out to date.&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/2074109782686392173-3015718022621100950?l=ivy-bixin.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://ivy-bixin.blogspot.com/feeds/3015718022621100950/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://ivy-bixin.blogspot.com/2011/02/you-can-do-it-shits.html#comment-form' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/2074109782686392173/posts/default/3015718022621100950'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/2074109782686392173/posts/default/3015718022621100950'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://ivy-bixin.blogspot.com/2011/02/you-can-do-it-shits.html' title='&quot;you can do it&quot; shits.'/><author><name>dorager</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/07933234702853515362</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2074109782686392173.post-5320829859882164511</id><published>2011-02-08T02:50:00.000-08:00</published><updated>2011-02-07T10:53:03.851-08:00</updated><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='myself'/><title type='text'>changes from last time till now.</title><content type='html'>woots.&lt;div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;had been chased by doodle, kitten, small dogs recently.&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;probably i look like a big piece of juicy meat to them.&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;that's why i've been chased.&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;LOLS!&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;horrifying experience.:(&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;saw a couple of pictures recently.&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;it shows how things have changed and how much changes a person have made.&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;somehow,&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;Seeing changes do really makes me remember of the past.&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;thinking about how much this person had changed, and how different he was.&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;How I think about this person the last time, &lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;and how I think about him for the Now.&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;probably the bottom line of all this thoughts,&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;because that person is&lt;i&gt; importan&lt;/i&gt;t.&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;probably not now, &lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;definitely the last time.&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;woots.&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;how impactful pictures are.&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/2074109782686392173-5320829859882164511?l=ivy-bixin.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://ivy-bixin.blogspot.com/feeds/5320829859882164511/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://ivy-bixin.blogspot.com/2011/02/changes-from-last-time-till-now.html#comment-form' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/2074109782686392173/posts/default/5320829859882164511'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/2074109782686392173/posts/default/5320829859882164511'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://ivy-bixin.blogspot.com/2011/02/changes-from-last-time-till-now.html' title='changes from last time till now.'/><author><name>dorager</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/07933234702853515362</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2074109782686392173.post-1248418015061655637</id><published>2011-02-05T11:50:00.000-08:00</published><updated>2011-02-05T12:21:26.119-08:00</updated><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='myself'/><title type='text'>i've changed.</title><content type='html'>Woots.&lt;div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;I've changed.&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;Dramatically, hilariously, and surprisingly.&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;One year ago,&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;i was still holding pots and pans. But now i am holding a file and pen.&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;i was wearing spects, but now i am wearing contact lens.&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;i was thinking why women love make up, but i have become one of them.&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;i was thinking how to work hard for my dreams, but now i am just waiting and see.&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;even my laptop has changed, &lt;i&gt;for the worse of course&lt;/i&gt;.&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;even my room formation has changed too. &lt;i&gt;well, i got a new cabinet&lt;/i&gt;.&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;i wasn't that particular in practicing my keyboard like before.&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;not even touching the guitar strings for the past few months.&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;i even tried doing nails painting on my own.&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;and what's more, i dyed my hair to some brownish colour. &lt;i&gt;It was supposed to have a little grey feeling actually, according to the picture i had. but nope.:s&lt;/i&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;lesser friends meet up.&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;lesser shopping urge.&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;of course, lesser spendings.&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;lesser drawing, of course. &lt;i&gt;well, if you don't know, yes, i draw. just not that brilliant good.&lt;/i&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;lesser sea,&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;lesser trees.&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;more sales knowledge.&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;more reading of human body languages.&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;more focus in moving forward. &lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;more looking forward for the future, rather than looking back to the past.&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;more dresses, &lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;lesser pants.&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;even my blog has changed too.&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;from paragraphs to lines.&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;even shoe size has changed.&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;weight, probably.:x&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;someone even said i have grown taller.&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;age changed.&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;blankets changed.&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;bags changed.&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;shoes changed.&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;probably the only thing that have not changed - &lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;i'm still single.&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;and definitely my dream to set up my own restaurant.:)&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/2074109782686392173-1248418015061655637?l=ivy-bixin.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://ivy-bixin.blogspot.com/feeds/1248418015061655637/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://ivy-bixin.blogspot.com/2011/02/ive-changed.html#comment-form' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/2074109782686392173/posts/default/1248418015061655637'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/2074109782686392173/posts/default/1248418015061655637'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://ivy-bixin.blogspot.com/2011/02/ive-changed.html' title='i&apos;ve changed.'/><author><name>dorager</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/07933234702853515362</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2074109782686392173.post-6137598004177044233</id><published>2011-02-05T10:33:00.000-08:00</published><updated>2011-02-05T10:34:10.525-08:00</updated><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='random'/><title type='text'>restart.</title><content type='html'>woots.&lt;div&gt;i think, i should write again.:)&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/2074109782686392173-6137598004177044233?l=ivy-bixin.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://ivy-bixin.blogspot.com/feeds/6137598004177044233/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://ivy-bixin.blogspot.com/2011/02/restart.html#comment-form' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/2074109782686392173/posts/default/6137598004177044233'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/2074109782686392173/posts/default/6137598004177044233'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://ivy-bixin.blogspot.com/2011/02/restart.html' title='restart.'/><author><name>dorager</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/07933234702853515362</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry></feed>
